Hate? Not Allowed Here.

HATE? NOT ALLOWED HERE.

People need to hate me because they hate themselves. They want to believe the rumors about me because they don't have their own rumors. I'm here to stay, so get used to it and worry about yourself before you try and be negative towards me. Having honesty as a quality in yourself isn't something you should "shun" someone for. Its your problem, not mine. I'm the truth shoved up your nose and everyone knows it. And to be honest, no one likes the truth. I love how everyone can say what they want but once its my turn I have to keep quiet, because god forbid someone doesn't like MY opinion. And yet, you can care less what I think? I'm sorry but being contradicting isn't faltering. My life is mine, so why are you pretending to be in it? You pretend to know everything about me yet I never show you the whole thing. Not many people know me, they just THINK they do.

Is it jealousy? Jealousy is simply and clearly the fear that you do not have value. Jealousy scans for evidence to prove the point - that others will be preferred and rewarded more than you. There is only one alternative - self-value. If you cannot love yourself, you will not believe that you are loved. You will always think it's a mistake or luck. Take your eyes off others and turn the scanner within. Find the seeds of your jealousy, clear the old voices and experiences. Put all the energy into building your personal and emotional security. Then you will be the one others envy, and you can remember the pain and reach out to them.

Everyday I grow stronger, smarter and the real picture paints itself in front me. Revealing the flaws, curves, cracks and punctures in all your disgusting lives. Let me delete your names and erase your faces out of my life. In the end it won't mean anything because you're all so insignificant, you're all so hopeless. You're all so ugly. You are all so pathetic.