Depression

So, summer has officially started...yay? No.

Recently I've graduated from High School, oh yes, a day that I've been meaning to embrace since my junior year. It amazes me how much time you waste in school. Other countries have their kids starting college at around 16! I wish it was like that year, I wouldn't feel as though my teenage years have gone down the drain.

So, about summer. You know how in the winter time, people say that it causes depression because of the cold and the snow and the darkness? Well, my depression doesn't happen in the winter, it's the summer that causes me to be disgustingly depressed. I don't know what it is. I've been having weird ass mood changes, crying for no reason, random bursts of excitement just to go to the grocery store, suicidal thoughts, and all of the above.

God, I cannot wait for holiday in New Jersey, it's going to be amazing.