Rant and Rumble

I'm in a weird mood right now so I think I'm just going to go on a rant about random things right now.

I sat down today and thought about how disgusting humans are too me. And I know you're probably thinking "you're human" so let me rephrase. I think human thinking is disgusting. We pollute our Earth, have more violent behavior than any other animal on Earth, shun on another for being different, shun those who love people of the same sex, shun shun shun. We constantly just to separate ourselves into 2 groups of people, the "normal" and the "not-normal" personally that makes me want to throw up. There is no such thing as NORMAL. We are all different and we are all connected. We feel the same. Hurt the same. Love the same (some more passionately and different forms but you get the idea). We all have emotions that some people try to tuck away into the bellows of their mind because we don't want to feel. Some of us feel we're over burden with emotion. Some of us simply think we're hollow and cannot feel. Our interests are whats different. Can you imagine living in a world where everyone likes and dislikes the same thing? It would be like something out of the Twilight zone. Perfect society when theres no such thing as perfect. How dare people try to perfect one another. Everyone is fine the way they are. No ones defected, inadequate, not-normal, or not fit enough and have to be modify in some way. Sure life styles can be made "better" and we can teach one another. But there is a line with how much "bettering" you can do to someone. Changing someone to make their life better is one thing but trying to change who they are is another. Just because you don't like something or think something is disgusting or "not-normal" does not give you, in anyway, a right to try to "fix" who they are. I'm not talking about body type or clothing type or what someone likes to eat. I'm talking about deeper things.....blahblahblah

The above argument is something I often think about and an opinion that I have had as well. But you see, I cannot fine myself a common ground to stand on because I can argue with my own argument and prove myself wrong. Its almost like I have two different people in my head (no I'm not insane :) but its like I can argue with myself back and forth and never fine a common ground. Its like I'm challenging myself for the right answer that isn't there. All I come down to is something can be argued with again and again and eventually lead onto other things then can also be argued again and again and I'd get completely off topic in my own head. My conclusion on this on going "event" I guess you'd call it in my mind, is that every little thing is the result of other grander things that all come together and finally create a phenomenon that affects human beings. So therefore, all of our problems in the future are the result of mistakes that we're making in the present. Yet how are we supposed to know that we're making a mistake if we don't know the outcome because its in the future? Are we supposed to wait and learn from our mistakes? Or are we simply going to continue making mistakes and learning from them and having to deal with the negatives of that mistake? Constant problems? Negatives? Hurt? Pain? Always going to be there?

This goes back to my argument that nothing is perfect and will never be perfect. And you could also argue that as time goes on we become better and better at everything we do in existence. Yet if nothing is perfect, whats the point of getting more towards being perfect? Is there going to be some sort of time stop that will eventually be the event horizon for the human race? A point where perfecting and perfect come close but cannot meet because of the reasons I stated in the previous paragraph and our civilization growth will simply come to a halt? Dangling in space and time. A long path of error and error correcting. Or will we simply go on for eternity? On this never ending, pointless journey that can never be reached?


Perfect is a strange thing.