For some reason I feel so angry right now that I can't be bothered to anything I'm supposed to do for school. I don't know if it has to do with someone I know or if someone happened or if something is GOING to happen. I feel as if I'm wasting my time, I should be somewhere else or talking to other people. I feel like theres something out there that I'm missing and current conditions in my life are just unsatisfying. I feel like a waste of potential and its bugging the hell out of me. I also feel as though people don't appreciate me and I'm just constantly listening to people and their problems but when it comes down to when I have to say something people don't care and don't want to listen. I feel like I'm being lead on by someone I really like. I feel like no one cares. IfeelIfeelIfeelIfeel yadayadayda. I hate having emotions and worse yet, I hate when people find out I have emtions as well. Why can't I just push that bit of human soul deep down and tucked away where no one can see it? And better yet where I can't feel it.
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