Moving

I'm thinking about moving out in August. To White Plains or something (city on the edge of NYC). I need to get out of this hell hole I'm in now and since I'm going to be attending Community College in Valhalla, why not move? I also have been neglecting this site, sorry about that. I've been so busy lately with doing other things to set up my life for the coming years. I'm very excited actually. What I'm currently thinking about doing is, some Plastic Surgery photo shots with some friends I know. I think its an interesting subject and should be fun to portray and play with. I think my sister might be a good model for a shot like this. I'll have to see in the coming week, since we're off for Regents Week, and you know what that means (: Party ! ha. No, but I will have some free time that I really need to do some stuff like. Oh well, should be interesting. I'll be posting more on this site from now on. And I'll also be sprucing it up a bit. So keep in touch ! and keep visiting. Cheers x

Most exciting thing

Finally ! I get to go to London after graduation ! My mom broke the news to me whilst shopping at the local mall (that I might add, was PACKED with ugly people :s) and I couldn't belief my ears when she said we were going to get my settled and what not. Visit old friends. Check out Colleges pour moi. Exciting exciting exciting ! Europe is my passion. I always said I can't bare to live in the States my entire life or else I'd explode ! I know I belong there and not here, its like I'm living on foreign soil and it irritates the living hell out of me. No no. I belong over there not here. Even if I don't get to become what I want to do I know my future career is going to take me to other places and have me living outside the U.S and I refuse to come back ! Living here for years just makes my body ache to cross the Atlantic. God, I cannot express how excited I am. I can't wait till high school is over, I have that school so much that my hatred toward it cannot be expressed in the slightest way over the computer. And I can't wait to be starting college and to learn about things that interest me and things that are well amazing. Its going to be a completely new feeling being able to learn about things that you WANT to learn, instead of the garbage they've been forcing in your head for so long. A great feeling indeed. Ah! So much to do before June, need a job, save money, re-new passport and all sorts of other errands. The anticipation is killing me !

Photoshoots

I'm currently trying to put together some photoshoots for myself with some companies I've found in NYC recently. I really want to take some photos of a few friends of mine to use for practice and if they're really good, to put in my future portfolio for college. I really need to get the flash on my Nikon dx40 to work as well, I can't believe just a simple jam of the lever causes it to not recognize that the flash bar isn't up. I think that's a bit ridiculous. Such an expensive camera and for what? to have you break with the slight aggravation? Seems a bit faulty to me. Oh well. Haven't been updating this much but I will in coming time. Bookings for photoshoots are still up and running. The only thing that works right now is my myspace, so you can contact me through the provided links. Talk to you all soon, bye.

Spring Break?

My friends and I were talking today about going somewhere during Spring Break because we're not going on the senior trip.(because it was insanely over priced and a ridiculous place to go for people out age, Disney world) So at the top of my head I said London or Paris, but I think that'd be a little pricey so I though "what place is similar to Europe but closer near New York" and it just popped into my head, Canada! My friends thought it was a great idea since Canada is really nice and pretty and the time that we'll be going will be when its warmer outside so the harsh Canadian winter will be long gone. We also choose Montreal as the city because they speak French there! and I can practice my french with some of the locals (:Its also a very historic city and very clean and beautiful. We thought about Toronto but we wanted a really cultural experience so we decided to go with a French speaking city. But I'm really excited about this trip, I think its going to be amazing and the Canadian dollar isn't worth as much as the US dollar so things will be a little bit cheaper as well. I'm so happy right now and I cannot wait for the Spring to come, I think its going to be one of the best road trips I'll ever take in my entire life.

Anger

For some reason I feel so angry right now that I can't be bothered to anything I'm supposed to do for school. I don't know if it has to do with someone I know or if someone happened or if something is GOING to happen. I feel as if I'm wasting my time, I should be somewhere else or talking to other people. I feel like theres something out there that I'm missing and current conditions in my life are just unsatisfying. I feel like a waste of potential and its bugging the hell out of me. I also feel as though people don't appreciate me and I'm just constantly listening to people and their problems but when it comes down to when I have to say something people don't care and don't want to listen. I feel like I'm being lead on by someone I really like. I feel like no one cares. IfeelIfeelIfeelIfeel yadayadayda. I hate having emotions and worse yet, I hate when people find out I have emtions as well. Why can't I just push that bit of human soul deep down and tucked away where no one can see it? And better yet where I can't feel it.


No one is allowed in.

Round Pound

Today I went to a local park in my area where I live to take some random photographys for Photograph Class (since I haven't been turning in assignments recently). I came across some interesting scenes for photo taking opportunities but with how cold it was outside it was very difficult to get any really good shots. The above photo was for an assignment dealing with interactions between two objects, geese and water. As cliche as the photo looks it was actually very difficult to obtain because the geese were moving all over the pound! But I did get the shot as well as one with the geese moving behide a wall of water reeds, which took effect very nicely and I'm happy with the photograph.
The picture to the right was a ranomly tooken whilst walking on a path around the pound, the overall scenery striked me as very beautiful actually and it confused me how at that very moment that I took the picture was one of the only times I actually stopped and looked at how amazing the scenery of this part was around me. In all my years of living here and going to that park countless amount of times, it was very strange to me that I just noticed it at this point in my life. Strange eh?

My new website !

Welcome to my website ! I finally got this thing up and working after spending an obnoxious amount of time getting everything set up, but now its done ! I'll be doing some improvements here and there and so forth and making slight adjustments to the overall layout of the site. I can't wait to look forward to hearing all of your views on what you think about it. The real reason for this page is for you guys! I don't know how many times I get asked to do a photoshoot for someone or have someone looking for someone to model off some starting off clothing website or something. I'll be posting some of my work on here in other posts and I'll also be posting other portraits that other photographers have done on me as well. This website is also, as you might have guessed, a blog. So I'll be updating here almost everyday from now on, sharing my thoughts and views and overall well being. You're welcome to reply to any post I have on here sharing your thoughts as well if you make a free account on Blogspot.com. Feel free to look around and just out any links I have up. If you're looking to contact me I'm afraid the only ways are through either my myspace or sending an email to my MSN account, which you'll find the link too under "links" labeled "email". I'll be getting a permenant more official address in the future that'll be used and easier to contact me with. Thats about all for now so go ahead and explore and enjoy my website !